Positive?

I've finally made a positive pregnancy test and I am absolutely thrilled. This has been a long awaited, and nagged for pregnancy. Throughout the whole journey of tccing, I promised my husband I would be the perfect pregnant woman, never complaining and allowing the new life to glow within me.

Now I'm pregnant and reality has hit home, I am completely exhausted and over emotional. The worst times seem to be when my 19 month old and myself are tired, which tend to happen in the afternoon. I've been taking Edward out to the park daily but all I can do is sit there and zone out. This is followed by guilt that I'm doing Edward a disservice by not providing enough stimulation.

Luckily I've had plenty of support during the weekend, and as a result, Edward has become much closer to his Nana and Granduck, which can only be a blessing.

I'm really hoping that the second trimester will be easier and the honeymoon period will begin.